What love actually? How can u find your true love? Who will be the love of your life? Can you really find a true love?

I do not know actually, I never been in a relationship before.. I cant say the answer to it... Hear from friends about their love life, how to hold to your happiness.. But can I do it? Been tried to loved a person, but is it my emotion that took away the happiness i am finding? I am new to all this, can learned from friends get your happiness? I don't know.. Haha maybe I am still young ba haha...

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What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some Love is friendship set on fire for others Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it.

Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe. And as People said Love all..

Haha... Wahahahaha!!!!

Today is Deevapali Festival.. Haha so no school today woohooo!!! Sunday went to play at xiian house lan den around 1 plus left.. Haha I too sianz ar dun wan go home yet so accompany Ivan home.. When walking past Evergreen Secondary School, I spotted 3 black figure there standing still i told Ivan about it and both of us chua sai lolx! But I looked carefully its was jus drawing.. Haha we both scared the hell out of ourselves. So i was like errr can i go ur house to stay haha!!! Off we went stay at Ivan house until the next morning, went back home bath n changed and off to Party World =D... *I was forced to go =[* haha all went high there singing straight non-stop.. Damn tired sia but it was fun haha...

Haha happy for Ivan =] Ivan Jia You!!!!

Haha now then I am letting go.. I am so stupid why bother about it for so long when she it not meant for mi haha!!! Ty everyone for the words u all gave =]

Yesterday was a crazy night for Jonathan and Me... We went for badminton and do some other exercise.. Until 6 plus, Ting Fang suggest that we drink alcohol.. I was like o.0 are u mad? haha... But they still went to bought it. ( 2 Jim Bean, 2 Vodka Green Apple Fav.) So i was ohh ok, so i went back home to eat first.. When i went back to find them.. I saw red wine 0.0 thinking "this people really are alcoholic..." Haha worst thing is i bought them carlsberg n heineken.. Xiian, Ivan and Serene was buay sai liao.. Most drunk is Xiian and he is the troublesome one.. He crazy all drink finish went to buy for 2nd round -.-... Haha he bought back we find him very drunk le so we took it from him =X whaha, i drank it all up =D... After that we take them to jonathan house to rest.. Worst thing happen, Xiian ran out of the house to staircase calling someone o.0... Then we have to force him back to the house.. Wahaha this time Jonathan lock the gate, but that Xiian go take Jonathan keys n go open the door.. This time dunno he ran until where, we go down find him but luckly Serene call me and told mi Xiian outside her house saying sorry to her monther.. O.O Xiian talking about his relationship problem to her mom.. Haha i buay tahan liao ar tml got work so went down to Jonathan house to take Ting Fang n Ivan back home.. It was like a total detour for mi to go home -.-.. But still haha buddy drunk have to take care =D


曲名：我还想她歌手：林俊杰
泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心
谎话别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我不爱
我不痛
我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她
我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她
我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
别告诉她
我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答

This song to me is nice... Haix...

Haix.. I wish time could past faster so i can forget everything...

2nd week of school have passed.. Haven done my report on the trip to nanjing xD haha.. Sianz lor stupid school why want the report sia.. Hmm.. system admins was quite easy haha.. Networking is hmm bored... Whenever Mr Roger giving lecture on the chapter I will felt sleepy haha!!!.. 3 more months to 2009 le haha.. Time passed so fast going NS soon le.. Haix...


相爱原本就不容易。
爱不是一加一，
努力就有结局。

Haha come arcoss this video.. Here the link

http://qala.blogspot.com/2008/09/why-youre-never-late-for-work-in-japan.html

This month is a really unlucky month for mi... Sprain my left calf, got fever, headache.. Raining always.. Haix.. So much thing had happen... Dunno what to do.. Been talking to my pal, he keep giving mi advice on how to handle, how to forget n face it.. Haha i am grateful to met u =] But i dunno if i can do it.. haix...

I so dunno whether to believe ur words.. Dunno when ur words are truth or lies... Hahax.. Maybe i am jus a 傻瓜 always believe in what you said or am i really is? LoLx..

will i wait or will i give up???

傻瓜

温岚

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
[却又再一次受伤
傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜


"In mY DrEaMs U r MiNe...BuT In mY LiFe U r JuSt a DrEaM.."

Love You 'Till The End

The Pogues


I just want to see you
When youre all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I cant escape
I love you till the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You dont want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why dont you just take me
Where Ive never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end

I just want to be there
When were caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
Im lost for words dont tell me
All I can say
I love you till the end

Yesterday went to NS checkup.. First station drew 1 tube of blood from us.. *ouch..* Follow on station by station.. 6 n 2nd final station went into a room to check *toot* haha.. Tio mild obese.. Pua Wei also.. So we both Pes B while other was Pes A... Last station most lame one.. IQ test -.-... This owned all station sia.. Took the longest n the question some so lame.. 1 part is most frustrating.. As this is a speed reaction test.. The screen say *click the lighted number 3 times..* It say clicked it.. But should be pressed on the numpad... Sianz diao.. The instruction is on the wall which is cover by my computer.... Diao who will notice it sia... AR!!! I want REDO!!!!! =[...

Night times was not so good for mi haha.. Dun wan to say le haha.. Learn to give n take =D

Today work was tiring? I dunno why also.. Felt so giddy during work.. haix....

Just came back from class chalet.. This time it was quite fun nah haha~ Mun yee, Amy and Madeline got come for the chalet.. Haha..

First day is the day i going broke.. We ate at New York resturant, for all total cost $275.60.. Then we went to play bowling n watch movie.. Woohooo 1 day take our $100 from back.. T_T broke liao ar... Went back eat mac.. Midnight drinking time!! Wahaha this time everyone going to get drunk ar (except Dennis) lol course of that awful taste bacardi.... In the end Yvonne the most drunk one haha =x Madeline power sia nvr drunk worx ^.^

2nd day.. All wake up late.. Awal, Madeline and I went to buy lunch for them.. Everyone play cards watch tv, i was sleeping lol =X Haha stupid Awal came and wake mi up -.- After that Awal went missing, went to beach and find him sitting on the rock lol.. In the end everyone came.. They help mi create thing wahaha! =D Thank My Frenz =D.. Went to eat pastamania for dinner.. X-Zone after that.. Mj and his gay dancing para para move... Madeline, Ian and Suhui was playing Dance Dance Revolution lolx.. All So pro sia =].. All tired play finish le.. Went back, I have my wonderful night ever haha =X...

Haha checking out.. The comments paper alot of complain by Mun Yee.. Lol Mun Yee come only complain alot liao =x hahahaa...

Hmm that all ba post some pix tml =]

Hostel



Our Room =D



Girl n Boys Need To Train Army..



outdoor pool =]



Last Day, Dinner Feast. Everyone is drinking alcohol wahaha!!( Their rulez big dinner feast must drink alcohol lol.. Their rice wine damn power 50 plus % wad >.<)



Haha ok nah.. Post more pix tml or nxt time.. They haven send mi the pictures yet =[

Haiz!!! Lost My Mobile T_T No Mood ar!!!

I AM BACK PEOPLE!!!!!! Wahaha... Singapore Still Rockz Man!!!!

Tired now ar.. Will post more detail tml n some pix =D

2 more days to 3rd oct!!! WEEEE!!!!! I AM COMING HOME!!!! Haha anyone miss me??? =X The weather here change so fast sia from hot to cold... But night time is super good the cold breeze :S Now china is having their national day.. October 1st... Good si they national day got 5 day holiday T_T..

Haha going le.. Bye bye.. having lesson now =[