Today went bowling, MJ owned us all sia score 142 >_> owned... siao liao ar.. nxt time dun bring him go bowling liao haha... After that decide to go pool but it was full n told us to wait.. We wait about half n hrs le but no call so we went home... Lol.. punching all the wall hard when i walking to safra n walking out of safra haha =D

Did nt eat today, only bread in the morning n went for sw haha... Weeee so no appetite lo haha dunnno y also.. Felt irritate but yea ok le weeee.. haha.. Dunno dinner got appetite or not lolx.. DIET!! xD

haha... die ar die ar today cmaths probability lol but manage to remember the basic nah =D lol.. nw teacher teaching those new formula make us more confused ar T___T sure die liao last week de cmaths test T___T chapter 1, 2, 4 n 5 T___T die die die..

watching u from afar,
wishing u the very best,
watching ur sad look.
hope i could do anything,
but i cant..
stay happy always k,
even many things have happen this few days =D..
i wish i could hug u tight...

haha ytd was another sleepless night.. Went to lie on bed at around 12 plus.. lolx still cant sleep, turn on radio n listen.. haha they were talking about relationship thingy.. listen ar listen.. den thoughts start coming in haha! den nvm ar listen to music until 6 plus >_> wow dat cool haha.. Fell asleep after that =D

cool, walking back under the heavy rain =D think will sick..
Today haiz.. no comment same old days n same old mood =D

something happen ytd it makes both parties cried.. slept at around 12 plus, was lying on the bed trying to slp but cant thoughts keep coming.. I sat up n play DS until 4 or 5 plus.. manage to slp for 1 n half hrs... Head was so pain ytd haiz..

sori for posting nonsense... it have been deleted

Did nt went to sch today.. having slight fever n major headache.. haiz... Hear vb nxt week got a 3hrs project.. Hope it will be easy ba.. Haiz.. i think i misses 2 vb lab.. Thank joyce for pei-ing wif the sms.. Or it will be boring at home haha..
i think it time to let go, giving u more spaces to relax. so many ppl crowding u nw. i should move away to give u that empty space to catch ur breath.

Tired ar today.. Went into the freezer again.. So cold.. No glove touch all those thing, hand very cold until numb, touch also no feeling.. haiz.. having flu now.. Think going sick soon haiz...

Tml got networking haiz.. Dunno how to calculator the subnet mask haiz.. The teacher talk until so fast also dunno what he talking.. haiz hav to ask sathesh tml le... It getting harder networking dunno can pass ma haiz..
wo zhen de hen lei le.. it so stress n tiring.. loving a person is so hard.. one sided love.. wish death would fall upon mi

Today went for CIP teach those elderly how to use digital camera lolx n how to transfer it to the computer.. LoL.. Total 4hrs of CIP weather so hot sia.. SuHui say predict today will be raining but seem like not going to rain haha =X

Went for lunch after dat lol sad ben did not get to eat a feast. We was planning to eat at food court n Jian Zhi went to meet his mom at Din Tai Fung i think haha.. Wooo good news JZ mom treat us lol.. We went there we was like very pai seh the food so expensive.. Overall the food was ok nah except the Kai Lan lolx.. xD TY JZ & HIS MOM!! =D

Tml got to work again haiz... wake up early boooo~~~~~~~
missing eu

haha.. today sleep until 12 plus haha.. Did not go to sch for vb lesson 2hrs only haha.. Today went to work places to settle thing den came home n stone haha xD Tml got CIP have to wake up early lolx sianz.. But yea no need go work =D haha...

Today got back cmaths result i got 74 T___T Suhui they all higher den mi T__T teach them they become smarter sob sob T___T nvm nxt test gonna win them muwahahah =X LoL nw ben they all gundam siao again, awal dj max lol xD our class can form psp club liao lol >.<

Wee tml no sw not going for VB 2 hrs only waste time arrr =D haha... Gonna sleep sleep weeee hahahahaha....

Today oral presentation ok la say not nervous is fake de haha.. Was keep looking at my script all the time wonder if they could hear what i am talking.. haiz.. How i wish i have that courage to look at them n talk.. Overall manage to say finish haha i think only few listen to what i am talking ba =D

i promise u i will nt be emo
but i break it...
i am sorry...
i cant help it though..
i get jealous over small matter...
i get moody over small matter...
i dunno y...
sometimes without thinking n stuff
my mood will change...
sometimes i feel, am i dat easy to be bully...
am i causing u to be bad mood sometimes?
if yes i am really sori about it..
tell mi if i am dat irritating n being a pest...
i do not wanna show u
i am being moody, emo or angry...
i dun wan u to get upset over mi...
i will always wear a mask n smiles always...

awal is right... u ain't who to mi...
i can't control u always follow u...
i can't force u to love mi back...

see u are being happy
it all it matter to mi...

OMG~~ today midnight was sleeping soundly.. When suddenly a GRASSHOPPER pop out from no where n jump onto my face, i was in a daze i use my hand to wipe it off.. It feel so hard, i went to switch on my light n saw it was a grasshopper... WTH sia all windows door close got grasshopper... First thing comes into my mind is those "brothers" scary sia... Went back to sleep after father caught it.. Weird have a dreamz about grasshopper invasion.. scaryyy arr...

felt that u ain't happy, u got some kind of problems..
dun wanna press u too much on it...
when i saw u in that state i felt sad too...
dun wanna talk to u wait u will angry..
dunno how to make u happy,
i ain't that joker or laughter person...

haha today went to food expo.. Hmmm overall it was quite the same as last time de.. Haha saw peking kao ya lol.. look delicious =X nvr buy ar lolx... =D eat not quite much haha.. after dat everyone went outside the hall to sit down n play psp haha.. Dunno y of all sudden no mood le... But yea tried to be happy but it hard... haiz...

Today really cold sia~~~ The freezer in nutc -20 degree arr~~ go stay more den 10mins can become a block of ice ar... n the place so squeeze need to climb up n down.. climb until very top got fan blowing waaa straight away brain freeze >.<

haiz... i wish i could see ur natural smiles not the smile that u are also wearing ...

Now weekend cannot sleep longer le T___T have to work... Sad ar.. Haha today went to work at 9 hmm.. went in was being brief on the thing to do, not to do n stuff haha.. Then after that went to replenish the goods n do fowarding which mean pull those item out, logo facing u haha.. All I know how to do le when i was in shop n save.. Lol was done in less den 5 mins =D weeee... haha..

Aiya very tired ar after work went back n slp until dinner.. Haha nw still feel tired n headache T___T haiz..

nitex ppl gtg tml have to work again haha

Siao ar siao ar.. Headache getting worst each night >.< Suhui sick, awal sick n I getting sick too.. This month so suay everyone getting sick ar... Hope headache will gone soon ar..

Haha job being accepted mom working place marsiling ntuc haha.. Doing at Fruits n Vegetable section >.< lol.. pack fruit n vegi.. Haha can learn to pick fresh fruts n vegi.. Weee haha nxt time go market can see which vegi n fruts very fresh =D

lol go slp le headache ar~~

Ytd went for my tang jie wedding dinner.. It was nice haha.. She was gloriousm her husband handsome too =D.. Haha my fav still come to the food haha.. Cantonese dishes weee my fav haha.. Have red wine there haha, the red wine taste like beer >.< eeeee.... But yea overall everything is fun n nice, got to meet many unknown relative haha xD

arr~~~ sianz ar crunchy roll some esp missing de T___T cannot watch le haiz... sob sob... booo.... weee today go bowling haha.. lose as usual haha.. 3rd game trying out to spin the ball haha.. manage to do a little but not so perfect haha.. Yea today eye keep wanna z_Z n head keep pain no pain.. siao le haha...

nitex pplz

Haha.. today very sleepy sia haha.. Ytd watch the <Land Of Wealth> until 4 plus den sleep haha =x today whole day eye keep closing closing.. But nvr go sleep sure headache later de >.<>

Haha.. is 2.30am now haha i still sitting infront of the comp watching <Land Of Wealth> haha.. Nice show.. Intro by Suhui haha.. I like all this hong kong drama but too bad no scv cannot watch haha.. Singapore drama also boring always love story de.. Weeee haha today is deevapali means holiday woohooo~~!! haha gonna sleep until late late le haha..

Hope u are alright, every night hear u sighing, know u are moody. But i cant help to cheer u up.. I hope everything is alright ntn is serious.. Just wanted to see ur smiles everyday wif no troubles just all good n happy memories in ur mind...

I dun have the courage,
to say wad i wanna say .
Confused .

i dun have the look ,
n
i dun have the smartness .
but
u the one to make mi confidence.

liking u maybe wrong or maybe right ,
I goes with my heart .
you are the person i like
by all means i will protect
if possible
even protect u from being stab .

as well it could say ,
can't force a person to like u .
if ur attitude towards mi change ,
i will still likes u .

could it be as ming say ..
i dun have the criteria to likes u .
i hope it not ..

LOL!! That ming really bo reply liao haha guess correct by SuHui haha.. HumJi until like this haha.. First place want kpkb now tio kp back so quiet liao haha.. Whoever you are go back to kindergarten n start learning from basic how to be a human being haha!

Today go sch less den 2 hrs lesson end liao wth.. -.- haha.. went to play bowling wif den, devon, ben sh haha... i won 2 games XD weeee haha lucky today ba haha.. Kidnapped SuHui psp home to play hehe =X

watching u from afar,
ur smiles shows,
knowing u have alot of problem,
u kept it to urself.
i am so worried.
i wish i could help,
and share ur pain.
but i know it could not happen.
i only could wish everything was alright.
so to see ur cheerful smiles again

lol.. suddenly pop out a unknown person call ming haha.. come here kpkb my tagboard for nothing -.-.. dun even know that person.. =.=!! very lame n childish rite lolx.. But yea ty, awal, ben, pw dennis n yimei haha =D he confirm diam diam liao.. The humji kia haha..